| Location | Newcastle Upon Tyne |
| Age | 41 years |
| Date of Birth | 10/1963 |
| Date of Death | 10/2004 |
| Visitors | 1,119 since 23/09/2007 |
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Alan suddenly passed away on 18th October 2004 aged 41, he suffered an epileptic fit and never came round from it. He left 3 wonderful kids behind, Ross, Cameron and Michael. He will live on in them and our hearts.
Me and Alan were together for 7 years before he passed away and we had some very trying times in those years, like our son Michael being born 11 weeks premature and not knowing if he was going to live or die but we got through it together. Michael was only 2 when Alan died and i wish he could see him now he would have been so proud of the way Michael is today, they would have been so close as they are alike in so many ways. He would also be very proud of his other two son's Ross and Cameron they have become well mannered, loving and caring young men and are so much like their dad. Alan is in heaven with his beautiful sister Sharon and know they will be looking after each other looking down on us all.
Thinking of You
Alan, just been looking at some old (very) old photos of me and you and Brian with my brother Terry. When I heard about Sharon and then heard about you I was totally gutted. Had not seen you for quite some time but you were a great person and I am sure you are missed alot. I see you have 3 sons and I am sure they will be proud to have called you Dad, you were a great person and will NOT be forgotten.
Not been on here for a while but i still feel empty without you i really thought things would get better but deep down they don't. If only you could come back i want you so much i miss you xxx i will love and miss you forever xxxx
Thinking about you loads lately wishing you were here, you think i would change the record by now lol but i'm just an empty shell without you. I'm lost and need you to find me Alan. love you xxx
Merry Christmas Alan xxxx
Another Christmas spent without you and it's still as hard as ever, i still have that yearning feeling for you and it kills me inside that your not here with us. I hate the thought of living the rest of my life without you i just feel so alone, i just want to hold you close to me god i want you back so much i need you xxx
miss u more nd more
Hi Alan,
Just wanted to say kids are doing well but are missing you so much x I think about you all the time and can't describe how much i miss you.
It wasn't fair how you were taken from us.
Life is going ok for me at the minute and i do beleive your watching over me but make sure u give me a shout if you think im making mistakes lol, I have finally decided to move out of our house I just hope i'm not making a mistake, i hope you will be with me no matter where i am though, love and miss you as always
Lisa xxx
hi alan still cant believe you and sharon have gone just been looking at some old photos of the old days what a laugh we used to have, but whwen i think back we couldnt have wished for better neighbours and friends. its so hard to get over loosing two good friends like you and sharon and the both of you would be so proud of your kids, i havent met your kids but just been looking at there photos and they are just like you when you were there age i hope they grow up to be just like you a kind and considerate person who i will never forget, often talk to your mam and dad and they are both doing fine and i havent seen your bri for a while, often see your uncle john and aunt irene always talking about you and sharon. you will always be in my heart and in my thoughts r.i.p and goodnight xxxx
i miss you x
Sorry i haven't been on this site in a while to say hello but i never stop thinking about you darling x I love nd miss you more nd more every day and would give anything for you to be back with us x everyone misses u sooooo much hope your ok up there nd im still waiting for you to visit me like u promised xxx
Happy New Year Alan, I thought about you loads over christmas we all miss you there are no words to describe how much. Shame there was no magic potion that could bring you back i would do anything for that to happen.
I'm going to get the house decorated cos it's never been done since we moved in it, i don't think i will ever move from there i feel close to you there.
Love and miss you always
xxxxx
Merry Christmas
As i put up the tree and decorations i thought of you and all our christmas's we had togeter i will never forget. I think you will approve of what i have bought for Michael and yes i have gone overboard again lol but i know exactly that what you would have done if you were here. Our christmas's have never been the same since you left but i try very hard for Michael. We all miss you so much darling and hope you are with us in spirit on christmas day xxxxxx
Missing You
Just wanted to pop in and let you know i'm still thinking of you and i always will, I watch Michael all the time and i see you. You have passed all your little traits onto him he is so much like you, i think if you were here i wouldn't see Michael much cos he would be down the allotment with you or out scrapping on your bikes, I just hate that he never had the chance to do all those things with you, i'll make sure he knows of all the things he would have done though.
My heart still aches and i still have that yearning feeling i had when you died and i don't think it will ever go away. You were my soul mate and one in a million and i will always love you. xxxxxxxxx
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